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It's cold. I think that I'd rather be inside... Especially with all the commotion outside and over the network.

[...]

You were right, Shinjiro. A roof is no place to sleep in the winter. ...Maybe I've just gotten used to falling on old habits.

Stop by for some hot cocoa, if you wish. I think this is one of the few chances that he'll ever be feeling this generous. Or at least the powder won't last forever.


I have a favor to ask you.




In the end, I can't help but feel that this proves that I was right about you all along...

I wonder what that will do to our contract... [...] How stupid.

Date: 2008-12-25 09:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 7th-warrant.livejournal.com
It still could have been avoided.

Date: 2008-12-25 11:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 7th-warrant.livejournal.com
It was never my intention to cause you any...misery...or draw his ire.

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Date: 2008-12-25 11:13 pm (UTC)

Date: 2008-12-25 11:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com
I am not as worse off as you would have me believe, Testament.

Date: 2008-12-26 12:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 7th-warrant.livejournal.com
But even then, it is obvious to me now just how strongly he feels on the matter. It is not a place where I should tread.

Date: 2008-12-26 12:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com
I would rather live as a nameless youkai, sealed away along with my memories... Then to be remembered as the dog of a human who could only obey orders.

...I have not lost my name. But I have lost my memories, and there's no hope of my being able to regain them in this world.

...I do not understand what it is that you are trying to take from me, but I feel like it would leave me much worse.

Date: 2008-12-26 02:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 7th-warrant.livejournal.com
...I suppose it's not very obvious to you either.

He loves you, Haruka.

Date: 2008-12-26 04:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com
Adoration and love are not the same thing.

Date: 2008-12-26 05:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 7th-warrant.livejournal.com
He may be terrible at showing it, but I know it's there, Haruka...I have no right to take that away.

Date: 2008-12-26 05:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 7th-warrant.livejournal.com
...he should at least be allowed a chance.

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Date: 2008-12-26 05:46 am (UTC)

Date: 2008-12-26 06:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 7th-warrant.livejournal.com
...I'm sorry, but...

I'm no good at this. I don't know what to do.

Date: 2008-12-26 06:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com
No one can tolerate a life in chains... That is not happiness.

He has made it impossible for me to return to his side. ...Even then, it is not something that I would want. You both do not know the depth of betrayal that his words and yours have carved into me.

But you have given me an order. ...I feel more confused than ever.

Date: 2008-12-26 06:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 7th-warrant.livejournal.com
...The selfish part of me wants you for my own...

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Date: 2008-12-26 06:42 am (UTC)

Date: 2008-12-26 06:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com
Then I will have to do something about these chains...

Date: 2008-12-26 06:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 7th-warrant.livejournal.com
But is it right of me? To want for someone like that...

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Date: 2008-12-26 06:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com
It is not my place to say...

Date: 2008-12-26 06:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com
But I will not let you walk away from me so easily.

Despite what you think, I have no regrets.

Date: 2008-12-26 06:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 7th-warrant.livejournal.com
...that certainly gives me license to hope.

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