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十八 (Text Post)

It's cold. I think that I'd rather be inside... Especially with all the commotion outside and over the network.

[...]

You were right, Shinjiro. A roof is no place to sleep in the winter. ...Maybe I've just gotten used to falling on old habits.

Stop by for some hot cocoa, if you wish. I think this is one of the few chances that he'll ever be feeling this generous. Or at least the powder won't last forever.

I have a favor to ask you.


In the end, I can't help but feel that this proves that I was right about you all along...

I wonder what that will do to our contract... [...] How stupid.
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[identity profile] 7th-warrant.livejournal.com 2008-12-26 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
...I suppose it's not very obvious to you either.

He loves you, Haruka.

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-26 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
Adoration and love are not the same thing.

[identity profile] 7th-warrant.livejournal.com 2008-12-26 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
He may be terrible at showing it, but I know it's there, Haruka...I have no right to take that away.

[identity profile] 7th-warrant.livejournal.com 2008-12-26 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
...he should at least be allowed a chance.

[identity profile] 7th-warrant.livejournal.com 2008-12-26 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
...I'm sorry, but...

I'm no good at this. I don't know what to do.

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-26 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
No one can tolerate a life in chains... That is not happiness.

He has made it impossible for me to return to his side. ...Even then, it is not something that I would want. You both do not know the depth of betrayal that his words and yours have carved into me.

But you have given me an order. ...I feel more confused than ever.

[identity profile] 7th-warrant.livejournal.com 2008-12-26 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
...The selfish part of me wants you for my own...

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-26 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
Then I will have to do something about these chains...

[identity profile] 7th-warrant.livejournal.com 2008-12-26 06:49 am (UTC)(link)
But is it right of me? To want for someone like that...

1/2

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-26 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
It is not my place to say...

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-26 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
But I will not let you walk away from me so easily.

Despite what you think, I have no regrets.

[identity profile] 7th-warrant.livejournal.com 2008-12-26 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
...that certainly gives me license to hope.
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