onikui_tengu: (take it all away)
onikui_tengu ([personal profile] onikui_tengu) wrote2008-12-13 01:45 am

十四 (Voice Post, Japanese)

[His voice is quiet and distant, as if he is mostly speaking to himself.]

Is this what you wanted? You wanted to be the one left standing as a human, even after fighting like a-...

It's like you're a living contradiction. That part of you never fails to piss me off, and keeps making me think about things I shouldn't have to.

It's not the same. The only common ground we have is from circumstance... that's all. I cannot say that I ever wish to change, because I hardly even know where to begin in the first place.

... You never should have been the one to stop me, and I won't let that happen again.

[There is little other sound that can be heard, until the communicator is put down deliberately somewhere with a soft clatter. A few footsteps follow, along with the familiar metallic jingle from the rings on Haruka's shakujou and the creak of a door as it swings closed.]

[[ooc Haruka is brooding. Between leaving at the end of his shift at the Northern Lights and returning to his room at the high school, he's been wandering the city in search of Dio or training with his weapon alone. It's been like this for him over the past several days, and so he is likely to have a few cuts and bruises to show for his efforts by the time this entry was posted.]]

[identity profile] shockinglycool.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:02 am (UTC)(link)
...

[identity profile] prodigal-axe.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
....

He wasn't always like that..

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
I know...

[identity profile] prodigal-axe.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
It ain't the same, but I know.. it's real hard tryin' to become something, when you haven't been that.

Makes you a contradiction. No matter how you try..

[identity profile] shockinglycool.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:13 am (UTC)(link)
There ain't really anything I can say.

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:25 am (UTC)(link)
Then save your words for someone who needs them more than I do.
kan_chyan: (melencoly)

[personal profile] kan_chyan 2008-12-13 07:26 am (UTC)(link)
...

Where have you been going?

[identity profile] shockinglycool.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:26 am (UTC)(link)
Don't mean to be repetitive in general, but it doesn't work like that. Ain't a contest. There's nothing I can say, but I wish I could think of something all the same.

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
Out.
kan_chyan: (Default)

[personal profile] kan_chyan 2008-12-13 07:34 am (UTC)(link)
... Don't do anything stupid.

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:35 am (UTC)(link)
I've said it before. I don't care what you think of me, and so it is hardly a "contest"... All I feel right now is that it would be a wasted effort.

That is all it means.

[identity profile] shockinglycool.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:35 am (UTC)(link)
And what I feel right now is that I wish it wasn't a waste.

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:36 am (UTC)(link)
I'm trying not to.

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:37 am (UTC)(link)
It can't be helped.

[identity profile] shockinglycool.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:38 am (UTC)(link)
...

...You know, that almost could have been a joke.
kan_chyan: (Default)

[personal profile] kan_chyan 2008-12-13 07:40 am (UTC)(link)
That's not good enough. Things are really dangerous right now.

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:42 am (UTC)(link)
...

Hmph.

[[ooc Aww. He thought that was kind of funny too. :>]]

[identity profile] shockinglycool.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:42 am (UTC)(link)
Was it?

[Sorata is proud of you, Haruka!]

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:47 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not that weak, Kantarou. Even chipped, you know that to be true.

But I won't keep myself trapped inside like some defenseless child who is afraid of the dark.

Do not treat me like one.

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:48 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe I won't tell you now.

[identity profile] shockinglycool.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:50 am (UTC)(link)
Why not.
kan_chyan: (Default)

[personal profile] kan_chyan 2008-12-13 07:51 am (UTC)(link)
No... but I fear what you might to against those who out match you.

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:56 am (UTC)(link)
Because I think it's funny enough just to keep you guessing like this.

[identity profile] shockinglycool.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:57 am (UTC)(link)
That was a joke.

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not going to keeping running away and hiding forever for your sake.

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 08:00 am (UTC)(link)
No one ever said that it was impossible for me.

Don't let it go to your head.
kan_chyan: (Default)

[personal profile] kan_chyan 2008-12-13 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
Couldn't you at least be patient? This isn't home, you aren't simply at a slight disadvantage.

[identity profile] shockinglycool.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 08:03 am (UTC)(link)
I'm proud of you....

Good job, Haruka-san.

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 08:05 am (UTC)(link)
I was patient enough to listen to Testament when he told me that I should stay with you.

There's no reason for me to take the advice of a corpse.

[identity profile] onikui-haruka.livejournal.com 2008-12-13 08:07 am (UTC)(link)
[Grumble]

......

[[ooc ♥]]
kan_chyan: (Default)

1/2

[personal profile] kan_chyan 2008-12-13 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
...
kan_chyan: (kid)

[personal profile] kan_chyan 2008-12-13 08:10 am (UTC)(link)
He'll come back.